On the road

Driving back to Ohio to bury my Grandfather... tis a strange feeling. I am left unsure of how I feel. I know that I haven't let much get to be and I've become numb in many ways. I feel like I've been an empty shell-- but I also feel relieved. Is that wrong? I love roadtrips, thus the title of the blog. I like to imagine that I'm always on an adventure. There was a time in my life when I didn't go a year without being on plane some where, or in a car heading somewhere. I love that about my life and it is actually one thing that I loved about being a military brat. I got to see a lot, meet some great people, make the best friends and in the end, took all my experiences with me. This year, my roadtrips are going to consist of mainly driving back and forth between home and Denver for classes- that should be interesting, but I get to stay with my Grandmother, so I'm looking forward to that. I'm trying to find the feelings that I feel like I should be having, the emotions I should be displaying, but I don't know that I will in the coming week, much less the coming month. I've become so numb and so blaize about my feelings that I'm wondering if I will ever be able to feel again. *sighs* I'm finally going to try and get some sleep on this funky pull our chair bed thing.

<3 this song

http://youtube.com/watch?v=kfWtw-mqYUM

In relation to what I mean....

I have lost many people in my life and when I reflect on that, I might get a little depressed at first, but when I think about the great times that I had, the great lives that did have and how they touched my life, and were those footprints in the sand, I smile. A heart felt good bye... http://couturecraig.blogspot.com/

Life

It is interesting what life gives us. I truly believe that we are only given as much as we can handle. If you think it's too much, you are being tested. With the events that happen in my life, I have looked at my life and tried to evaluate where I am, where I want to be and how I can get there. With that, I have realized that I am truly blessed, but also there is so much more to life and so much more that I can do in life. As I look at life and decide what I want, I have realized that life is truly a stage, you are the main character and in the end, you are responsible for your actions, you are accountable for yourself and the people you meet a long the way do leave footprints in the sand, imprints on your heart, and regardless of how long they are casted into your play called life, they always have a lasting effect and affect on where you stand today.